Sometimes I hate my parents for having so many kids?

Growing up was so hard! It started out fun. Always having someone to play with. Having 2 older sisters, a twin and a litte brother. It was fun, 5 kids happy family. Then when I was 8 my mom got pregnant again and had my twin little brothers. Thats when things started getting hard. Shorty after they were born she got pregnant AGAIN! I had a baby sister and I loved that, but now there was 8 kids in the family and money started getting short. We didnt get as many nice things. Hand me down clothes and such. When my baby sister was a few months old my mom, yet again got pregnant. My littlest brother was born. We had 9 kids, just what my parents wanted. It got ever harder though because right after that my oldest sister got pregnant and had her son. Me and 2 of my sisters and brother lived with my aunt to make things easier for mom and dad. Now only the younger ones live at home. Last month my mom had her last baby. I have 9 siblings. I feel blessed to have such a large family............